I'm not giving any title for this post, as the last few posts have had just titles. I had temporarily lost the urge to write anything. i don't think it has come back, but tonight, I felt a bit emotional, and consequently thought of trying my luck. Hopefully this would be a post that does justice to the name - freedom to blabber, and write twisted thoughts.


What were our desires when we were children? To play with a toy? To have ice cream? To get hold of a piece of trinket, a piece of paper or crayon? What has Time done to us? Did you ever have the feeling that you are so powerless? Ever had a sense of loss, of your past? I feel like crying, for nothing, step out of this world, live in isolation, enjoy nature, reclaim the lost myself...

I wish I could go back in time. To the days of wonder and energy. When everything seemed fresh and green. Where pessimism did not exist, where one did not worry about tomorrow. Time has given us knowledge and experience, but at the price of innocence and happiness. Do I really need this?

I climbed onto the terrace tonight. Stars. Cool breeze. I felt these, but my mood did not change. In fact, I became irritated by the mosquitoes. What has happened? A lighted city surrounded me. I looked down the 6 storied building. How would it feel to jump off the building and fall down? I did not want to know. There was a black dog on the street. There are many dogs here. I guess it is because of the garbage from the multi-apartments. Two children playing shuttle badminton. I looked at the time (not a watch, on the mobile) - it was 10:30 PM. Time! What do those children care about time! How I would like to embrace a life of friends and studies and exams once more!

Some twisted scribblings, straight from the heart.

This could be the end of this blog. May be not. Time will tell.